d r a m a q u e e nMonday, May 16, 200510:53PM - hihihihiafter century later: Monday, March 7, 20059:11PM - HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!!after 10 years...............i finally decide to check up on my journal....not like there's anything to check up on....and i was reading my past entries......god damn.....ang corny!!!!!!! blech!!! Current mood:  chipperCurrent music: dumdidumdum Tuesday, August 24, 20046:57PM - lo and behold!!!hahahaha i cant believe the last time ive updated was like last june pa haha im so guilty...im in such bad shit by the way....really bad break up....i do'wanna sound generic ha....coz its not just one of those "my boyfriend broke up with me" kind of stories.....you have no idea what my guy's like....he's a walking paradox...i dunno what is it with him but he can always, really get me....one "sorry :(" from him...and im like...."i love you" how's that for pathetic....he treats me like shit everytime we fight....the terrible thing about it is...he doesnt know...and....i dont mind....he doesnt know how much i go through for him....its hell dude...the story of us is pretty long...so it'd be really dragging if i posted it pa....lets just say i wanna save myself all the dignity that's left by not telling everyone how pathetic i am....and hmmm.....my mistake....this does sound like your typical joe the mango love problem....with only one difference...the guy involved is aldous. Monday, June 21, 200411:53PM - this is ridiculous.....hai uy....i feel so jaded nasad...the world is so mean.... :( you know when they say "the world is conspiring in your favor"? that's just bull right now...im sorry if im so negative but i swear its a just a phase....i just need to vent....i feel so mad...but i shouldnt be....coz im just mad for all the wrong reasons...there's actually no reason for me to get mad...i just am....i was supposed to read something for our language class tomorrow...i ended up watching kill bill....its so vicious...just like the world :/ uuuunnghh....there i go again.... Current mood:  depressedCurrent music: finch - what it is to burn Sunday, June 20, 20042:49AM - the reality is that....we're back in school...........just came from my friend's debut....super bongga....kaya lang it was too sophisticated, the crowd was practically dead....as in maraming tao but konti lang maririnig mo na nagcclap....only the people from our school and some from my friend's former school were cheering and hooting....it sounded really awkward....too much sophistication can lead to energy diminution...hehe the food was really good though...salmon sashimi...mmmm...and there were like exotic flowers on each table....some were really long..some were big....beautiful :D Current mood:  frustratedCurrent music: the used - taste of ink Saturday, June 19, 20041:41PM - finally.......i have got to be the most lax lj account holder there is....when was the last time i updated? hahai...anyhoo...im in this internet cafe with my friend bea....nobody's online sa ym so i thought of updating nlang...sayang yung ten bucks ko...its just for twenty minutes lang nman....hehe i cant believe i have class na....back to the lining-up-for-xerox days....no one's online talaga!!! my ym window looks like a desert...samuka....i have to go this debut later and be in a gown...sleeveless....obviously...i honestly dont feel like showing off my big flabby arms tonight...i feel so fat na....actually i AM fat....really fat na....my stomach is actually level with my boobs....hai.....major goal: to be 100 pounds by the end of july.... Saturday, June 12, 20044:05PM - hmmmmm....havnt updated in a while na ah!! haha my friend tomi finally has an lj account...although i havnt seen it yet....i have tales to tell...but i'll tell em later...im just using my friend's computer and he has to do something "daw".....and i havnt showered yet...or washed my face since this morning....hahaha Current mood:  lazyCurrent music: some song playing in my friend's winamp that i dont know Saturday, May 29, 20042:55AM - jaded....you know the feeling when u want something so bad you do all that u can just to get it....in the process you start to create this sort of routine until you find urself at that level where u actually GET what you want....but when ur at that level you start to feel weary or tired of the routine you created and even though you already have what you wanted..it just doesnt seem to interest you that much anymore....and then you start to feel really confused and empty :/ Current mood:  confusedCurrent music: dashboard confessional - hands down Thursday, May 27, 20041:41AM - do pictures lie?!?!i told myself not to post but i just couldnt help it....i just saw something really...unsightly...its so unpleasant...i laughed myself to tears hahahahahahaha yuuuuuuuuuck.....uuurg....i feel so meeeeaan :( eeeeeeee.....hahahahaha i cant help it lang jud....its reeeeeeally funny hahahaaha im sorry...i really am...hahaha Current mood: amusedCurrent music: the sound of the electric fan 12:57AM - im still not over my stomach....bei...this entry is for you....i just wanna share that my stomach has gotten bigger...seriously...remember when it looked pregnant? its gotten bigger than that and its so gahi :( like a beer belly only its filled with food, not beer....why?!?! why is this happening to meee?!?! i havnt done anything wrong nman ah...hahai....lj sent me pics nga pala....online nya then i'll show em to you hehehe well...my lj's improving....i thinnk....its better than the last one at least....yeesh....i wanna get the hang of this but its so confuuuusing!!! and malibog ko sometimes kay people call their livejournals lj for short...malamang...but lj's name is lj! uuuurg...waay claro hahaha anyhoo.....i gotta rest my stomach hahaha Current mood: lazyWednesday, May 26, 200410:41PM - another day, another poundi mustve gained...10,15 pounds over the summer....i dunno how to start losin em....leche talaga....i just scrolled down the lj of my friend and saw a picture of a cat that made me hate cats even more....nkakatakot grabe... Current mood:  shockedCurrent music: our lady peace - is anybody home 12:16PM - cold sweati was supposed to start my diet today....so much for that....as soon as i woke up i went straight to the kitchen and ate the left-over spaghetti and hungarian sausage from this morning's breakfast....im so full nasad....i look pregnant aaaaarrgh!!!! when will this eating stop? :( Current mood:  distressedTuesday, May 25, 200412:03AM - oh, what fools these mortals be..."all we do is eat"...how true...right now i still feel the fried chicken and rice i digested an hour and a half ago swishing in my stomach...i need to take a crap hahaha bei....you and ur chicken cravings...napahamak mo ko ah hahaha Current mood: distressedCurrent music: marvin gave - let's get it on Monday, May 24, 20042:17AM - makalibat lagi ni...this is so frustratin! >:/ its 230 in the morning and i still havnt figured out how to modify my journal...i cant find a decent image background pa!!! jeez...this'll have to do for now....i gotta get some shut-eye na..."hit the bed" daw...hahahaha Sunday, May 23, 20049:04PM - illiteratei cant figure out how to modify this journal!! im not contented >:/ hohum...newbie, newbie... |
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